The Plot to Self Destruction

You don't wanna hurt no more All these pills that you do is fly away But you always gon' come back home Said there's gotta be a wiser way Screaming deep down in your soul Said you gotta see the light in things Or you're never gon' reach that goal (that goal, that goal) I'mma reach my goals Everything in life I had to pay me a price Self conversation at night I wasn't thinking to right My demons haunt me every line Getting closer to demise Depression eating my mind I'm just tryna stay alive, realize That I am my worst enemy But they gotta remember me Bed these songs in the memory Call it sixty-nine symmetry Psychedelics change the way that I see it Some people like to believe it But got no facts to receive It they wanna pull me to corruption But my spirit interrupted created nothing into something Now my team we really stunting But that don't mean shit if that heart ain't cleansed Every day I sin but my intentions is To teach higher understanding but the streets be so commended All the shit I gotta manage don't do too much mental damage These are just excuses need some spirit contribution Gotta minimize the usage be a part of the solution (yeah) You don't wanna hurt no more All these pills that you do is fly away But you always gon' come back home Said there's gotta be a wiser way Screaming deep down in your soul Said you gotta see the light in things Or you're never gon' reach that goal (that goal, that goal) I'mma reach my goals Look into the mirror self-reflection intercepted By the memories regretted but my passion never left it Like why do I try had to fall just to rise It's so hard to keep progressing All this loneliness inside but I Still stand up puff a Dutch another blunt Fuck it only way to break out of this rut It's never easy gotta crutch beneath me But I'm fighting all these demons Just like Sam and Dean be (fuck) Look into the past Supernatural blast Before the shadows outcast Roll up a patch of this grass Like fuck it life is a trap Let all these memories past Another sip out the flask I keep it coming with the Fuego And these rappers they ask, yo I released the beast inside If I never wake then at least I know I tried (yeah) Said at least I know I tried (yeah) Said at least I know I tried You don't wanna hurt no more All these pills that you do is fly away But you always gon' come back home Said there's gotta be a wiser way Screaming deep down in your soul Said you gotta see the light in things Or you're never gon' reach that goal (that goal, that goal) I'mma reach my goals