IDK NEVER (I Decay Never)

GIRLS CALL ME ARROGANT CONCEITED, TOO OPINIONATED BABY IF YOU BEEN ALONE YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND WHY IM THIS WAY I KNOW MY OLDER BROTHER DISAPPOINTED IN ME CAUSE I WONT DO WHATEVER HE WANTS AND WE DONT EVEN TALK WE AINT SPOKEN IN MONTHS HE JUST LOOKS ME UP AND DOWN AND MAKES NEGATIVE COMMENTS ABOUT CLOTHES OH SECOND OLDEST BROTHER TALK A LITTLE BIT.. HE OWE ME MONEY RATHER KEEP THE RELATIONSHIP, I LOVE HIM AND MY SISTER RAISED ME USED TO CALL HER MUMMY MOTHER OUT THE AREA SENDING HER FLOWERS, FACETIMING ON THE REGULAR MY FATHER IN THE NEXT ROOM HEADACHE FROM THE BRAIN TUMOUR PUT ON A COMEDY JUST TO SEE HIS HUMOUR [Chorus] I KNOW IM COMPLICATED ON THE OUTSIDE YOU CAN DOUBT ME ALL YOU LIKE DOUBT ME ALL YOU LIKE DOUBT ME ALL YOU LIKE I KNOW IM ON MY WAY DONT WORRY ABOUT MINE EVERYTHING GON' BE ALRIGHT EVERYTHING GON' BE ALRIGHT RIGHT RIGHT IM SO USED TO HAND ME DOWNS I STROLL AROUND WITH MY HAND ON MY WAIST 5 XL T ON MY BODY LIFT UP SHE GIVES ME BRAINS, WAIT SHE SAID I LOOK LIKE A WHITE LLOYD BANKS SHE SIPPING PUNCH SNIFFING LINES WHEN WE FUCK SHE CALLS ME KING PLK, FEELING GREAT 3AM MEDITATE IM UP IN MY MIND, DONT NEED A CLUB TO CELEBRATE I CREATE EVERY DAY, ALL WORK NO PLAY MAKES BEXEY'S FUTURE ZOOM AND ILLUMINATE WHAT'D HE SAY? MAKING THESE STUPID BITCHES PULL A SOUR FACE IMPOSSIBLE TO DUPLICATE OBVIOUSLY THEY GONNA HATE THERE CAN NOT BE 2 OF ME OH YOU KNOW I LOVE IT ANYWAY THO [Chorus] I KNOW IM COMPLICATED ON THE OUTSIDE YOU CAN DOUBT ME ALL YOU LIKE DOUBT ME ALL YOU LIKE DOUBT ME ALL YOU LIKE I KNOW IM ON MY WAY DONT WORRY ABOUT MINE EVERYTHING GON' BE ALRIGHT EVERYTHING GON' BE ALRIGHT RIGHT RIGHT