getting older

I'm jealous of the kid I used to be Who's never had a panic attack or heard of anxiety & Thought getting good grades was everything I'm living in the same old world but now I see it so differently I used to think by now I'd have it figured out but I've learned as I get older The world only gets colder My heart breaks in brand new places Every single time & I'm getting sick & tired Of being sick & tired Watching as the years go floating by Is this what getting older is like Last month I broke down in the grocery store I had just checked out, then I sat down right there on the floor I'm not even sure what I was crying for All I know is I never used to cry like that before Waiting for the day This'll go away but I've learned as I get older The world only gets colder My heart breaks in brand new places Every single time & I'm getting sick & tired