Spectrum

She loved her, like that? But telling her family? They might snap. So confined, she couldn't confide. She was playing girl games, offline. She had an answer, but she didn't ask for this. Every little chit chat was a massive risk. If she discussed it, they'd be disgusted. Disown her and that'd be disastrous. She knew that it wasn't their fault, they were brainwashed. They believed some crazy things. It'd cause her a smorgasbord of disorders, if she listened to what they would think. They thought that she was smiling, but they misidentified. Because the clenching of her teeth was just her biting on the lie. And her logic said... It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok. This issue is temporary, so attempt to wait for one - more - day. There's nothing wrong with you, it's them - they're just backwards. You're in the future, they're in the past, and they would abuse you if they knew the facts about it. It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok. This issue is temporary, so attempt to wait until - you're - safe. You love her! Don't ever feel you should apologise. Can't control your feelings or compromise, I know it's difficult to find a guiding a light now but you'll come out alive, so... HOLD ON! Until you find the friends who'll support you. Until you find a place you feel secure, you need to... HOLD ON! Until you're independent, wherever in the spectrum you are. HOLD ON! Until you find the friends who'll support you. Until you find a place you feel secure, you need to... HOLD ON! Until you're independent, wherever in the spectrum you are. They didn't ask, he didn't tell. If they found out, they'd give him hell. If they knew the lowdown that he fell for people, regardless of pronouns. He was already tormented every day, but it'd escalate if he couldn't keep a straight face. So what'll crack first, the eggshells he treads on or himself. Online he was everything he wanted, but in real life wouldn't let him be as honest. It'd just bring violence his way like: "How do you like this attention, you special snowflake?" They had problems at home and had to vent their feelings, or an underdeveloped sense of empathy. But knowing that didn't make it any easier, all he could do was breathe. Til his logic said... It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok. This issue is temporary so attempt to wait for one - more - day. Step back from the situation. The world's not a movie, it's not fiction. You can't think: "say it, they'll accept it". Some people kick you down just because you're different. It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok. This issue is temporary so attempt to wait until - you're - safe. Be rational. Unless you think they won't attack at all. You gotta keep it in, man, be practical. And I know you feel trapped and small right now but you'll come out alive. I can choose my friends, and I can choose my family. If they won't accept me, then others will have me. I can choose my friends, and I can choose my family. If they won't accept me, then others will have me. I can choose my friends, and I can choose my family. If they won't accept me, then others will have me, so... HOLD ON! Until you find the friends who'll support you. Until you find a place you feel secure, you need to... HOLD ON! Until you're independent, wherever in the spectrum you are. HOLD ON! It's gonna be ok, it's gonna be ok. HOLD ON! It will be ok, it will be ok! It's gonna be ok... It's gonna be ok...