I don't really know what to say
To you today i can hardly find the words
To convey my dismay
You lied, and sacrificed your pride
You tried to rationalize
Your fragile disguise why?
Once, please just for once
Try to learn why your stomach turns
Stop and think about the ones
That have spent their concern
It's true, the conscience that
They grew for you
Is finally going to force your review
Of the shit that you do
One, will turn to two, will turn to five
Until your truths and your lies come undone
And though you knew how this concludes
You made a choice to resume
And bid your sеnse adieu
The importancе of regret is how
You deal with it
The bruise you feel inside your
Chest won't let you forget
It's hard to bring about a change of heart
When you've tried so many times in the past
Don't play the part
It stings
Knowing they'll bear your selfish crime
All of the things and the time
That you've shared should disappear
Yet still they're here
You don't deserve to repair
All you're worth's despair
I fell down a hole when I lost all control
And the people I care for
Have suffered a toll
And the pain in my chest
Isn't half as intense as it should be
Considering the lies that I told
What the fuck was the point
In confiding in them all the secrets I was
Hiding inside the contempt
If the ones I call friends can't even depend
On the thought that I'm not
Constantly lying to them?
I've done this before and I
Thought that I'd learned
That the ones I adore are
The ones that I hurt
But I keep coming back every
Time that I crack
To an endlessly repeating circular track
So stop end the dance
Even though you know you really
Don't deserve a second chance
Please, take a stand
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