Falling Behind

Please don't wait up, I'm falling behind You said it's all made up, that it's all in my mind I guess it's all trade-offs, I promise I'm fine Please don't wait up, don't wait up this time When I look at the sky I forget I'm even living If I don't ever try, then I won't have to regret it But I'm scared when I die, nobody will remember What I gave all the time, guess I'm making my decision Said it's, "Not fair," that you're feeling lonely She said, "It's not fair that you're waiting on me" You said you found the world when you found me But I'm still tryin' find myself in this world, so Please don't wait up, I'm falling behind You said it's all made up, that it's all in my mind I guess it's all trade-offs, I promise I'm fine Please don't wait up, don't wait up this time, yeah, yeah I know you play it safe, want a home, need my time and my attention I need space all alone, gotta find my own direction You want me, so do I, I'm done with the pretending Thought I knew the man I was, I don't think I even met him So, I'm not here, had to go and find me 'Cause I'm really not here when you're right beside me You said you found the world when you found me I'm still tryin' find myself in this world, so Please don't wait up, I'm falling behind You said it's all made up, that it's all in my mind I guess it's all trade-offs, I promise I'm fine Please don't wait up, don't wait up this time Right one, wrong time, I know that it's unfair Too much sunshine, blinded by the sun glare Maybe, you and I, meet again somewhere But until the day it happens Please don't wait up, I'm falling behind You said it's all made up, that it's all in my mind I guess it's all trade-offs, I promise I'm fine Please don't wait up, don't wait up this time