a long, unfortunate while (demo)

[Verse 1] I've been sleeping in the dead body Of a dead deer out by I-40 I dragged it there as a bed And consummated my love In a purple stitch Like a scratched out itch I am ugly, I fear I believe what I hear And now the push has come to shove [Pre-Chorus] I wanna waste myself And go take a drive Take too sharp a corner And probably take a life [Chorus] In the end of it all When you can hardly move And they say you've still got the world to go Stay strong It's a long, unfortunate while 'til curtain call, call [Verse 2] I've been poking at the dead body Of the man that I oncе loved in my garden He was good to mе and I went and I soiled his love I will not see heaven Surrendered to the fauna Am I a bad person For not knowing what I wanted? [Pre-Chorus] I couldn't face myself So I avert my eyes Take two shots in warning And then take the dive And I dive [Chorus] Into the end of it all When you can hardly move And they say you've still got the world to go Stay strong It's a long, unfortunate while 'til curtain call, call So I call Dreading the one That one good morning Will destroy me When you're gone, gone We've been young Immortal, even But now we turn and wait for kingdom come [Outro] You can leave the windows open Here in our forever home Bite down on your shoulder And if you bleed, then I'll know