Debilitated

[Verse 1] Secrets of the night, make everyone go hide Pretend we're not afraid, but we are terrified inside our mind Visualize that everyone has died Everyone has died, everyone has died, everyone has died And I try to masquerade the fear inside But it's taking over, taking over my mind I don't know how long I can hide, but [Pre-Chorus] I will try Again, and again to fend off the fear inside [Chorus] And I will strive, because I must survive These involuntary dreams And every time I faint I wake up in untold pain Perplexity, absurdity Tell me please, what's wrong with me? [Verse 2] He says, "I'm sure you're fine" (You think I'm fine?) "I think you're fine But I will run some tests For your peace of mind." "I know how hard it can be At home, you cook and you clean I just think you need some sleep." "And for the dreams," (They're more than dreams!) "They're only dreams They're just imaginary; fiction; merely fantasy." "I know you're scared and afraid But you can't let it persuade you to feel so dismayed" [Pre-Chorus] I will try Again, and again to fend off the fear inside [Chorus] And I will strive, because I must survive These involuntary dreams And every time I faint I wake up in untold pain Perplexity, absurdity Tell me please, what's wrong with me? [Bridge] "Ma'am, I've received the results of your tests And it appears you have either voluntarily, or involuntarily Ingested a high dose of a drug called "ketamine" Is there something you're not telling me?" [Breakdown] No! I've been drugged, taken advantage of It must be what's causing all these dreams It's smothering me, I can hardly breathe Every time I fall asleep [Pre-Chorus] I will try Again, and again to fend off the fear inside [Chorus] And I will strive, because I must survive These involuntary dreams And every time I faint I wake up in untold pain Perplexity, absurdity Tell me please, what's wrong with me?