Make It Better

I just wanna Be at a level where I feel like normal Nothing special, just like me But on a good day that's all I want Nothing clever I've tried perfection and it takes forever I'd be happy to observe feelings that hurt That's all I really want That's all I really want To get my life together the way I really want Would that make it better? Would that make it better Or am I stuck in my old ways? Just sinking Maybe I'm drowning, am I overthinking? I twist and I turn a safety pattern I've learned But is that what I rеally want? 'Cause all I really want Is to get my lifе together the way I really want Would that make it better? Would that make it better Or am I stuck in my old ways? I wish that I could see myself how you see me Petals falling from the flowers that you leave Be more than just a name that everyone repeats But would that make it better? Would that make it better? Is that what I really want? 'Cause what I really want Is to get my life together the way I really want Would that make it better? Would that make it better? I just wanna Be at a level where I feel like normal Nothing special, just like me But on a good day that's all I really want