Dirt Nap

I should be dripping Counting down the hours til I'm dripping I should be draining Counting down the hours til I'm draining. I know that I don't need it It just feels so good Being so damn delicate And coming so close. I can't focus I just want the control To inhale wet soil Feed fingernails to worms I want roots to clutch the neck Been practicing waiting patiently When crawling to the door Is like squeezing water from stone A crater broke at the surface I walked up to the edge Careful not to fall in I thought I was drowning but I already had