What If...? (Alternative Version)

It might just be a matter of opinion But it feels like this could be judgment day I'm laughing with my demons like they never went away What are you going to do when all of this comes back to you And tells you it's the only thing that's gonna matter? What are you going to say when finally there comes a day When all that you can do is watch your future shatter? Not quite complete but still whole I've disconnected my soul Not quite complete but still whole Takes its toll but I guess it doesn't matter now What is this coming to? What if it all comes true? What are we going to do? I guess it doesn't matter now What if I told a lie? What if I'd done it right? What if I'm strung too tight? I guess it doesn't matter now You've got me down And I've been adding to this pile of broken glass And broken futures ever since you came around I'm trying not to make a sound Cause you don't need encouragement I know the thing is Just not to think this But when it gets this bad it seems impossible to miss What are you going to do when all of this comes back to you Say you're the only thing that's never going to matter? Not quite complete but still whole I've disconnected my soul Not quite complete but still whole Takes its toll but I guess it doesn't matter now What is this coming to? What if it all comes true? What are we going to do? I guess it doesn't matter now What if I told a lie? What if I'd done it right? What if I'm strung too tight? I guess it doesn't matter now Not quite complete but still whole I've disconnected my soul Not quite complete but still whole Takes its toll but I guess it doesn't matter now What is this coming to? What if it all comes true? What if it's overdue? I guess it doesn't matter now What if I told a lie? What if I'd done it right? What if I'm strung too tight? I guess it doesn't matter now Doesn't matter now I guess if doesn't matter now I guess it doesn't matter now I guess it doesn't matter now I guess it doesn't matter now What is this coming to? What if it all comes true? What are we going to do? I guess it doesn't matter now What if I told a lie? What if I'd done it right? What if I'm strung too tight? I guess it doesn't matter now