I’d Rather Overdose

Can't let go I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holdin' me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry Without them, you're sick, and we both know why Pint after pint, 'til the well runs dry If only you loved me, like you love gettin' high I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holdin' me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose It's fucked up, can't slow down Won't come down, don't know how My dad's dead, my mom's proud Got bro stuck in our hometown My bank account got zeros I'm 'posed to be the hero But here I am still fuckin' up I'll drink my weight in beer though I know that you hate me, and I hate me too I can't get over what I did to you You tried to help me, and it wasn't goin' through I hope that you miss me, 'cause I miss you too But I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holdin' me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holdin' me close I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose Please don't walk away I'm too high, please don't look me in my face You lose faith with every pill I take I can't be without you, I'd rather die today You're too blind to see you have a disease Love pills and whiskey more than you love me Pint after pint, erasin' our memories If only you loved me, like you love smokin' weed Please don't walk away I'm too high, please don't look me in my face You lose faith with every pill I take I can't be without you, I'd rather die today When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry Without them, you're sick, and we both know why Pint after pint, 'til the well runs dry If only you loved me, like you love gettin' high I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holdin' me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose