Call My Bluff

I write in cursive 'cause it makes me feel smarter I wear my hair up 'cause it makes me look taller I wouldn't call it a lie Just a bend in the truth and it's fine (ha) I sing along to songs I don't know the words to Ask me how I'm doing, I say "Good, what about you?" I wouldn't call it a lie But it's easier sometimes 'Cause I know I ain't no fuck up I can pick myself up Wanted just to be enough Scared that they will call my bluff Living in a free fall Mountains a hundred feet tall Hoping I will be enough Scared that they will call my bluff (Scared that they will call my bluff) Days getting longer, feels like I'm losing focus Gotta keep it together so you never notice Just when I think I'm through it All the roads lead to it Imposter Syndrome's got the best of me Got me feeling incomplete Eight billion people but I still feel lonely 'Cause I know I ain't no fuck up I can pick myself up Wanted just to be enough Scared that they will call my bluff Living in a free fall Mountains a hundred feet tall Hoping I would be enough Scared that they will call my bluff (Scared that they will call my bluff) (Scared that they will call my bluff) (Scared that they will call my) (Scared that they will call my bluff) (And I don't even know why) Sometimes I think that I'm losing my mind If it's lost then it's mine to find Down on my knees, I'm praying pretty please, ripping my jeans (Losing my, losing my) I crave the night but dread the daylight Too scared to live but more scared to die Down on my knees, I'm praying pretty please, finding my peace I may be incomplete But never felt so free 'Cause I know I ain't no fuck up I can pick myself up Wanted just to be enough Scared that they will call my bluff (Scared that they will call my) Living in a free fall Mountains a hundred feet tall Hoping I will be enough Scared that they will call my bluff (Scared that they will call my bluff) (Scared that they will call my bluff) (Scared that they will call my bluff)