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I get so cold I put my hand over the flame To get control At least of the cause of my pain I don't talk anymore 'Cause I'm afraid I'll sound insane I've been here before Grip my chest with shaky hands Swear I felt my heart stop Doctor upped the milligrams Guess it must've worn off I know it's all in my head But it's as real as ever I practice holding my breath Until I'm feeling better I'm overthinking Over symptoms Wishing this would pass I know it's all in my head But it's as real as Ever Real as Searching on the internet Can't believe I'm here again Looking for the antidote Never seem to real it in If I'm ever me again It'll be a miracle Grip my chest with shaky hands Swear I felt my heart stop Doctor upped the milligrams Guess it must've worn off I know it's all in my head But it's as real as ever I practice holding my breath Until I'm feeling better I'm overthinking Over symptoms Wishing this would pass I know it's all in my head But it's as real as Ever Real as Ever Real As Walking in a dream It's more like a nightmare When I fall asleep I swear the monster's right there It's all too much for me I just need some fresh air It's so hard to breathe It's so hard to breathe I know it's all in my head But it's as real as ever I practice holding my breath Until I'm feeling better I'm overthinking Over symptoms Wishing this would pass I know it's all in my head But it's as real as