Period

[Verse 1] I’m in a weird period of my life at the moment Bitch I’m serious, stop with the moaning Know you’re on your period but I’m bleeding too cause I’m broken Trying to use this girl as a therapist while we’re boning She won’t listen to the words from deep inside my soul when I’m deep inside of her hole, heh What a stupid line Got myself laughing inside the booth at times I got such a foolish mind Bitch, I’m on my ruthless grind What that mean? Means I’m trying to get some money at any means Yeah, time for cheese The cheddar, whatever The bread, I don’t really care I just want a bit of money so I can tear out this hair And just don’t give a fuck about where The fuck I’m going or what I’m showing or what I’m looking like Take a ride on my bike and fight whoever bats me an eye That’s the life Nah, I’m just kidding What I really want is to be living Sippin’ on juice with a grip that is loose And choose when I lose and choose to then booze Not feel forced to That’s what I’ve felt for far too long And what the fuck is this song about? Well, let me tell you right now I guess it’s about where I’m going in life at the moment Guess it’s supposed to be another note in the diaries that I’m posting I’ve turned 22 and it’s got twenty looming assumptions up in my head If I don’t get into the schools that I’ve sent An application to then I’m a fool once again Then I’m stuck in this loop of sending, rejection And pretending I’ll get in next year Said that last year The sass here is supposed to represent My new outlook on life and how I can’t expect A new outcome in life when I do the same set Feeling the same regret, it’s a bed That I’ve made So I’ve got to take the linen and bin it [Break] And pin it, the sins, it’s beginning again So this time, let’s not try to pretend it ain’t our fault Time to take the fall Time to take it all, all the willpower I’ve got left And stop being stuck in this rot And come back on top as I used to be as a toddler As I grew up, I’d have all of these ambitions And thoughts at the bus stop Time to stop thinking from being just thinking, yeah And let thinking become action [Verse 2] Time to unpack it Time to make it with this rapping Time that I stacked it All of these lines in between these brackets and ranked ‘em Release a bit of the rhymes that I’ve practiced And show the talent I’ve gained from spending such a massive Time of my life on these magic packets I’ve had myself tasked with packing Time that I hatched ‘em And released ‘em upon this planet Yeah I guess it’s about time that I plant ‘em So for anyone listening Don’t think your ambitions are too ambitious Even if you don’t win it You’ve tried And you’ll always be able to look back at life and think “I guess I did aight I tried my best and now here at the end I don’t need to pretend and fool myself Say I tried while I didn’t, nah, I felt I felt emotions And I’d throw them out into the open ocean Called the web The internet So God, if this is it I’ve got absolutely no regrets”