If I Die Tonight

(Verse 1) If I die tonight, where'd I go Thinkin' nigga might go to heaven fo sho Never thought about the afterlife, till I start seeing Most of my niggas losing their life to the streets Got me thinkin' about all my good deeds Times that I helped someone that was in need Seen a friend fallen I put him back on his feet Gave him somethin' never asked for back, that was just me Forgave my pops for leavin' us in the streets Stood my mam on when she was strung out over the D Never disrespected my elders, never envy My heart wasn't borned to be jealous, that wasn't in me Appreciated everyday I woke up to breath Pray to the man upstairs before I sleep If I die tonight, where'd I go Got me really wonderin', I don't know Damn! (Chorus) If I die tonight, where'd I go Heaven or hell, I don't know If I die tonight, where'd I be Please forgive me for [???] (Verse 2) If I die tonight, where'd I go Thinkin' nigga might go to hell fo sho Could it be, because I sold my own folks dope Other time that I gave to lil boy that toast To ride around town and look for niggas to smoke If you really think about it, it's murder [???] All the disrespectful words I spoke And all the women hearts I broke, I'm not perfect Remember the days when the nigga was livin' worthless Gang bangin' and [???] niggas out of purpose Cock back [???] slugs for the hood I love My brain was cloudy from all 'em drugs Wishin' death for my enemies The truth will come out when I drinkin' that Hennessy If I was really die tonight, where'd I go To be honest homie, I don't know Damn! (Chorus) If I die tonight, where'd I go Heaven or hell, I don't know If I die tonight, where'd I be Please forgive me for [???]