[Verse 1]
Should've been crazy, 'stead I was tame
Could've been breaking plates and cursin' your name
I was your safety, never your aim
I got what's left of a boy whose first love is fame
[Pre-Chorus]
And you skipped town, let me down, and I took it
And I know now it felt how it shouldn't
[Chorus]
But now I'm pacin' 'round my bedroom
Screamin' words I should've thrown in your face
Like I hate you every time you made me feel so alone at your place
Like I'm nothin', like you're somethin', right?
I don't know how you sleep at night
Oh, baby, wish I made you hate me
I should've been crazy
I could've been crazy, mm, mm
[Verse 2]
My twentieth birthday, we sat at the bar
You talked to the waiter 'til we walked to the car
Not asking for diamonds, but maybe a card
Said I don't feel special, God, it's not that hard
[Pre-Chorus]
And you freaked out, put me down, and I took it
And I know now this felt how it shouldn't
[Chorus]
But now I'm pacin' 'round my bedroom
Screamin' words I should've thrown in your face
Like I hate you every time you made me feel so alone at your place
Like I'm nothin', like you're somethin', right?
I don't know how you sleep at night
Oh, baby, wish I made you hate me
'Cause I should've been crazy
[Bridge]
Called it as it is
You're a man child, sorry, son of a bitch
And you'll throw a fit, and you'll clench your fists
Should've told you when I was done with this
But I stuck around, I saw you out
Kept it all in then, but I'm pourin' now
[Outro]
Oh, baby, I've been thinkin' lately
Oh, baby, it's okay if you hate me
'Cause I could've been crazy
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