Wish I Was

It turns out my greatest fear Is being someone that no one cares to hear Forever doused in silence Waiting to be lit by the match of fate I flow through this gray fog of shame While the red streets call out my name The name that no one seems to hear Though they call it out so clear My mouth is wired shut My heart is on my sleeve I think I've said too much I'm sinking, I can't tread My mouth is wired shut My heart is on my sleeve I think I've said too much I'm sinking, I can't tread I'll live with regret Thinking of ways things could've been Everything I've said and done Feels like a path to my own demise I'll leave my shoes at the door The shoes I will never fill I'll leave my heart on this paper The paper that's never filled