Belligerent

I lose little sleep, it's sad but true Drowning in unhappiness, it's nothing new Anger now comes easily and frequently Replacing who I used to be with someone weak I wait patiently for clarity Anxiously I count my time with no relief So I mold grief into madness Release all my pain and my sadness Quick fix, an explosive reaction Making a mess with the way that I've acted I don't know when it all began I had a bigger heart when I was a younger man Still I deny I have any anger issues Still I deny, chances are I'll probably fucking lose it I lose little sleep, it's sad but true Drowning in unhappiness, fuck you Frustration it never ends If you fucks could just fuck off and die please I think I might finally be happy I know this isn't healthy I never asked you to help me Maybe you are the cause of this Years of people walking up and down my nerves But you think I should let you in? Just so you, so you can fuck me one more time The world made me like this Sad part is I couldn't care less, bitch So fucking move