purgatory

[Verse 1, lilac heart] An exile with a heart of glass The broken dagger in her hand I feel the both of us are dying But I don't understand I feel my body drift away Like there's 10 million miles between me and my hand against the blade I'm not who I was yesterday Does it get easier to keep yourself awake? This sense of falling backwards makes it hard to feel like I'm alive The hero's journey never started in this story I can't get out of my head, it feels like purgatory [Drop 1, lilac heart] (It feels like purgatory) (It feels like purgatory) [Verse 2, saoirse dream] Emerald tinted glasses wearer I won't know when I get better Thought I'd grown to understand you But I'm the one that I can't figure out Ruby red trails from the shower Perfect circle, smoke ring halo Repeat awful things for hours Walk the world, a husk in plain clothes Trust makes me throw up I can't promise enough I don't wanna be touched right now Can you fall out of love? Trust makes me throw up I can't promise enough I don't wanna be touched right now Can you fall out of love? [Drop 2, saoirse dream] (You fall out, can you fall out of love?) (C-can you fall out of love-love-love-love?) [Outro, lilac heart] (it feels like purgatory)