Let down (i cant do anything right mix)

If you give me two weeks, I could make it normal Wish I could be normal Fake when dressing formal Running to my room to go pretend that I'm immortal Different views in morals Hope when I move out that I can treat it like a portal Tell me that I’m normal 'Cause nobody else will fucking tell me that I'm normal Wish I could live more though But I lock myself away so nobody will know me Keep it lowkey They say they know me, but they don’t really know me Came out the back door, please excuse my cold feet You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You’ll turn your back on me again If you give me two weeks, I could make it normal Wish I could be normal Fake when dressing formal Running to my room to go pretend that I’m immortal Different views in morals Hope when I move out that I can treat it like a portal Tell me that I'm normal ’Cause nobody else will fucking tell me that I'm normal Everybody hates me I swear they're pretending just so I don't go and end it I swear ill show them You cannot trick me, I know that I’m garbage I can see it in the mirror Over the years, its gotten clearer I see the world for what it is and it's so much worse than I imagined Tell me I'm normal, lie to my face and fucking tell me that I'm normal You'll turn your back on me again Like everyone already did Left in the dust like I'm nothing And everyone will forget me And everyone will forget me You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again You'll turn your back on me again