!LetItOut! (Alternative)

[Intro] Life of the party, diamonds on retarded All a nigga want is just his diamonds on exotic (gibberish) [Verse 1] Yea, I swear to god man I been going through it fuckin' all, went off the deep end I'm so sick and tired of fighting with my demons Went from QUICKFIRE to this, can't believe it, ya ya Take it to a place I never thought I'd wanna go I'ma tell you 'bout my life but you gon' have to read the code Yea despite on how you see me, I go through shit on the low Lost my granny since that day I know I haven't been the same, oh Know a couple times I said I'd put one through my brain, oh You don't understand; sometimes I wanna еnd the pain, oh They ask me why I talk likе that, I keep this shit inside me It builds up to the point on where I wanna catch a body And if I say I freestyled this I know they say I'm lying It gets a whole lot darker, I'ma tell you through my hobby Used to be life of the party All a nigga wanted was his diamonds on retarded All a nigga wanted was his diamonds on retarded All a nigga wanted was a white bitch with a body I'ma bring it back lil nigga, won't you come and watch me EE-AH-EE, EE-AH-EE [Bridge] Life of the party, diamonds on retarded All a nigga want is just his diamonds on exotic (gibberish) [Verse 2] Bitch you couldn't wait I was gonna pull up to yo state in a Wraith You went and broke my heart, I wanna spit up in yo face You the least of my problems now but I can't see yo face, oh these niggas can't relate To a real heartbreak Fuckin' on these bitches tryna numb out all the pain I don't wanna talk about that no more And I can't believe that girly, she was such a hoe And I really miss my granny, that's my angel baby Thinkin' 'bout Salice, them pills took you baby Just to speak yo name, that shit took me a lot Now a nigga locked in, I don't date no thot Yea I been through a whole lot, nigga I almost got shot I remember all them days I had my hand up in the pot, the stove was hot And I remember when I almost overdosed, the room got hot And I was in and out of life my nigga, yea I seen the light my nigga And I remember nights up in the bathroom with the 'doley nigga Put it to my temple, almost pulled that trigger Thinkin' bout my pop, that shit hit way different I miss you a lot, yea, I miss you a lot yea I said I miss you a lot yea (gibberish) [Outro] Give a fuck about opp, yeah I'm on a whole different time in the top, yea Oh, oh, oh, oh