sad. sad.

This type of low is my area code I stay locked up in my apartment I need to move out Pack my mental and bounce But I'm stuck with these stains in the carpet I don't know Where'd my time go I'm almost thirty Only feel worthy online Fuck my life I wish that I could cry right now Maybe that would slow things down Just take a little time to vent And unload the heavy shit 'Cause I've been walking on a wire And I can't see where it ends God knows I'll be right back here again It's a sad, sad state I'm living in Sad, sad Sad, sad It's a sad, sad state I'm living in Sad, sad Sad, sad It's a sad, sad state Stuck on the couch With a bowl burning out Nah, I can't get high but I'm trying Church on TV Every word cutting deep I get it, I suck, don't remind me I don't know Where'd my time go I'm still reliving my Glory days from '09 Fuck my life I wish that I could cry right now Maybe that would slow things down Just take a little time to vent And unload the heavy shit 'Cause I've been walking on a wire And I can't see where it ends God knows I'll be right back here again It's a sad, sad state I'm living in Sad, sad Sad, sad It's a sad, sad state I'm living in Sad, sad Sad, sad It's a sad, sad state Sad, sad Sad, sad Yeah Sad, sad Sad, sad It's a sad, sad state When are the doors gonna open? I'm broke and I know that I'm broken Just stacking up my doubts, yeah Feels like I don't got a purpose Watching the clock and I'm nervous These tears ain't coming out Man, I wish that I could cry right now Maybe that would slow things down Just take a little time to vent (take a little time to vent) And unload the heavy shit (unload the heavy shit) 'Cause I've been walking on a wire And I can't see where it ends (can't see where it ends) God knows I'll be right back here again It's a sad, sad state I'm living in Sad, sad Sad, sad It's a sad, sad state I'm living in Sad, sad Sad, sad It's a sad, sad state