Insomniac

I've been trying not to yell but it's so hard And my manners are making me numb Guess I'm thinking a little bit too much And I shoulda just taken the plunge Yeah I'm playing but you're giving me shit cards I thought games were supposed to be fun Guess I'm thinking a little bit too much I'm not greedy I just want one If I stay I'll be so stuck Stepping into the path I chose Makes me wonder, am I in control or not But if I don't reach I'll be so mad I'm just a routine insomniac Sedate me, I could use it (I'm witcha ya right here in it, here in it) Gotta suffer the ache in fighting for a brеath Old enough to know There's pain in еxecution (I'm witcha ya right here, right here in it) (Suffering the ache) Gotta suffer the ache that I'm, relying on, to tell me where to go Ayo, I'm calling out the struggle So tired now my knees about to buckle I've been hanging on the ropes with white knuckles Holding on to every dream Heavy weight of everything Stressing bout the very thing That makes me who I am You could say I'm mad But at least I'm still in action Got me reeling bad But this music is my passion Even if I fall to the ground… Oh you won't catch me down for the count No clowning around, no I'm serious I'm peering in Thinking like a lyricist At the office Checkin' the boxes Everything, all Criterion Dealin' with a crazy amount But you won't catch me down for the count No clowning around, no I'm serious Stepping into the path I chose Makes me wonder, am I in control or not But if I don't reach I'll be so mad I'm just a routine insomniac Chorus I'm wit cha ya right here in it, here in it Wake up, look in the mirror are you fearing it You're gone but you're right there Lately your blank stare's Giving me nightmares, hey (X2)