[Verse 1]
I find that all my charm wears off after a couple drinks
Anyone with their antennas up can see that I’m high
A fat, broke loser with dishonest thoughts of being somebody
A sad dude, looking for a ticket to ride
I wonder why my nephew scare me so much, and then, I figured it out
I hate myself so much, why would I make a new me?
But maybe, he’ll be better, an upgrade, a standout
A college essay who overcomes his upbringing
[Chorus]
Well, I used to talk to Jesus, now I’m drunk and talking to myself
Used to think I was someone, now see that I’m someone else
Used to try to act like Jesus, sent down here as God’s own son
Thought that everybody needed me, now I see I was the only one
The only one
[Verse 2]
Maybe I loved you or maybe just got used to you being here
Either way, by the end, you know we drifted apart
I wonder what kind of plans God has for you basic bitches
People spend their whole life tryna fall in love
Me, I spend my time scheming ways to put an end to myself
Or at least pull a blanket over all of this noise
But I ain’t gonna give the ghost up ‘til my name’s in your mouth
Not because you love me, because you can’t escape my voice
[Chorus]
Well, I used to talk to Jesus, now I’m drunk and talking to myself
Used to think I was someone, now see that I’m someone else
Used to think I was Jesus, sent down here as God’s own son
Thought that everybody loved me, now I see I was the only one
The only one
[Post-Chorus]
The only one
[Bridge]
And maybe, I’ll get better some day
When I get all this shit out of my head
But maybe, I’ll get famous
Take a bunch of pills and wind up dead
[Outro]
Who knows? Who knows?
I know, oh, I know
I’m the only one
The only one
Oh, only one
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