desperate desires

[Verse 1] I feel a quick change gowing past my desperate ways I canceled out desire, threw in motivation I wanted something real I kept on trying it I can't force your love, I just have to let it sit And if he doesn't want me I'm super cool with that I wanted him to marry Now I don't have time to chat [Pre-Chorus] I have music in my ears Clocking out of lust Moving into my life That I've been waiting to touch I never want it again I don't need it tonight Never see it again (It's just a waste of my time) [Chorus] I'm not gonna wait for your love I'm not gonna waste my trust no (Do you even want me?) (Or do you want my sex?) [Post-Chorus] The sun has hit me super fast A perfect love that's gonna last A celebration you can't see It fits just perfectly on me [Verse 2] The wind is blowing me directly to integrity "My mission is my artistry" is what its telling me I can't be waiting for his love just to set me free I'm cutting off my hair, I'm cutting off my hair I'm done with quick regrets Life's too short to get into a boys mess I have something to confess I still don't have time to chat [Pre-Chorus] I have music in my ears Clocking out of lust Moving into my life That I've been waiting to touch I never want it again I don't need it tonight Never see it again (It's just a waste of my time) [Chorus] I'm not gonna wait for your love I'm not gonna waste my trust no (Do you even want me?) (Or do you want my sex?) I'm not gonna wait for your love I'm not gonna waste my trust no (Do you even want me?) (Or do you want my sex?) [Bridge] I think I've made up my mind I've done it too many times I'm at the point where I keep searching and searching And I can't learn to just let it go I think I've made up my mind I've done it too many times I'm at the point where I keep searching and searching And I can't learn to just let it go [Outro] The sun has hit me super fast A perfect love that's gonna last Motivation you and me It's just as perfect as can be