Boxelder

Hey boxelder, where'd you go? Hey boxelder, take me with you Loneliness, I don't exist, that's fine, okay A slickened wrist and all of this will end, okay Hey boxelder I'm terrified of everything at night Hey boxelder I'm terrified of what I lack inside me [Hook] Caught me talking to myself again One by one, we all go marching in I hate myself and no one else But I lie so well that you'd never tell If I let you in, it would end us both I care too much to leave this host Loneliness, I don't exist, that's fine, okay December's gift, a constant fist to spine, okay I'm terrified of everything at night Hey boxelder A dying wish to care if I exist Hey boxelder [Hook] Caught me talking to myself again One by one, we all go marching in I hate myself and no one else But I lie so well that you'd never tell If I let you in, it would end us both I care too much to leave this host When loneliness comes crashing in I will always sink, I will never swim It's the game I play, it's the course I curse A constant captive at my worst When I'm at my worst When I'm at my worst When I'm at my worst Hey boxelder, take me with you Hey boxelder, take me with you