Trying To Breathe

I think I'm having a heart attack I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done If I could, you know I would take it back Wide awake in a lot of pain Thinking I might not see the next day and Hoping that I got it in me to see this through I say things that I can't take back I torch bridges while I attack and Compensate by laying myself out flat I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end I hate every second of the goddamn day Give me anything you got, I don't care, it's all the same I need something to take so I don't feel anymore Need something stronger than the night before I need it before it's too late When it hits me I, I didn't have a choice I'm screaming so loud I can't hear my own voice Just make it go away And I'll just focus on trying to breathe And I'll just focus on trying to breathe And I'll just focus on trying to breathe And I'll just focus on trying to breathe Feels like I'm having a heart attack I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done If I could, you know I would take it back I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end I hate every second of the goddamn day Give me anything you got, I don't care, it's all the same I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end I hate every second of the goddamn day Give me anything you got, I don't care, it's all the same