Dead To Me

Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you til death Now you're dead to me I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I'd love you til death Now you're dead to me You fucking broke me I'm crazy Yeah yeah yeah you were my baby I wasn't perfect but I've worked so hard You still called me lazy Had to leave to see all the shit that you were doing to me Called me so many names, started to believe Made me fucking hate myself You never wanted me, you wanted someone else You made our home start to feel like a cell Took a look in the mirror and I started to see A man that wanted some love you could never give to me Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you til death Now you're dead to me I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I'd love you til death Now you're dead to me I wasn't perfect Always flirting with different women and getting too fucked up We couldn't even have a conversation But what you did was worse, it was fucking inhuman I caught you in bed with another man, just left feeling stupid I went home and thinking and drinking and finished a gram I got madder and madder, and I ripped him out of bed You were screaming at me and him We're fighting on the floor Had blood spilling out my head leaving from the door I was wearing shades the next day Because you knew I was meeting fans It was the lowest fucking point I ever fucking felt as a man I got hate in my heart and an endless aggression I can't let it all go until you answer my question Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you til death Now you're dead to me I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I'd love you til death Now you're dead to me I couldn't see it then, but I see it now Thank you so fucking much for ripping my heart out Stomping it and cutting it and bleeding it out Finally figured out so much about myself I was never the problem, I can finally see You just weren't the right fucking person for me Take care, wish you well and the best Hoping our paths never cross again Said what I had to and needed to say Going to love myself like I should have yesterday Was it all in my head? Was it meant to be? Thought I'd love you til death Now you're dead to me I still fucking hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doing to me? Thought I loved you til death Now you're dead to me Dead to me Fucking dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead Fucking dead, dead, dead You're dead to me