WHO I AM

[Intro: Sample & Parker Jack, Sample] (How am I supposed to love you?) When I don't love who I am? (And how could I give you all of me?) If I'm only half a man ('Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning) So let go of my hand (Oh, how could I give you all of me?) When I'm only half a man? (How am I supposed to love you?) [Verse 1: Parker Jack] Yeah I wonder if my father was around, would he be proud of me? The thoughts inside my head are like people; they always crowding me Rain is always pouring, I feel like it's always drawn on me Nothing I can do to stop it, it happens too often I dig myself a hole and replace the space with a coffin Feel like I can't do worse and then I find myself ways to top it Maybе I'm the reason, bring my own self down Committing all this trеason by bringing myself doubt I got problems that I feel, but I can't hold on no hands I got things that I've been doing but ain't going as planned Left is right, right is left, so I don't know which direction You can tell me to go straight, then I go straight to depression I don't wanna be a person that I hate, but I am Got anxiety in public, I ain't shaking no hands Alleyways is where I'm walking I'ma blend in with fans Head low, hoodies up, only half of a man [Chrous: Sample & Chyde] (How am I supposed to love you? When I don't love who I am? How can I give you all of me When I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning So let go of my hand Oh, how can I give you all of me?) Yeah (When I'm only half a man?) [Verse 2: Chyde] The demons say "hello," they want to show me Hell How can I love you if I don't know how to love myself? Wish I could pause for a second just to show and tell But the show must go on, I guess Feel like I did what I could Feel like I did what I should Feel like I'm misunderstood When I saw where they stood Would reality be different if you respected what I said then? I wonder if my brother is protecting me from Heaven These people try to get inside my mind, I can't let them Like I could let that fake shit slide, nah, forget them Thought I'd be if I mattered to the rest As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I'm realizing, I'm closing my eyes and holding my breath Hoping that the angles hold me close Don't let go of me yet Call me a 'Sinner' for feeding the warrior in my chest Half a man standing in the mirror, it's the first time we meant [Outro] But how am I supposed to love you when I don't love who I am? How am I supposed to love you? When I'm only half a man? 'Cause I'm a sinking ship that's burning So let go of my hand Oh, how can I give you all of me When I'm only half a man?