Learn As I Go

I'm the best shape of my life lyrically and Physically gave up on the night life so i could dodge that Knife fight with misery Now i smoke alone, but i never feel alone Cause when i exhale All my dead friends visit me They still talk with me i see em in my shadow So they still walk wit me Tap dancing round the lasso That the devil swings Moving on to better things Had to learn my lesson Not to yes to everything Phone calls let em ring, hit you with the swipe Connections wide and far But my circle getting tight I crawled up out that dark And i stepped into the light Started betting with my head not my heart Now i swear my investments looking right My ego still shrinking, my bank still growing And i cherish every day Stopped blaming my peers And started checking the mirror Now its clear i'm the one That had to get out the way I swear I got scars in my heart, and blood in my eyes Almost died tryna play with fire Had to learn as i go Learn as i go oh oh oh Now i got my head to the sky Success on my side I'm finally putting reason over pride Had to learn as i go Learn as i go oh oh oh I made a fortune of of failure Can't listen to everything they tell ya Had my train on the track that they derail ya Lay you on the cross Take your hands and they nail ya Waking while your opps trail ya And they rebel ya Put you up the top of the mountain While they throw sticks and they stones And all the pressure around ya Just keep on breaking your bones You take a deep breath That's when they think that your gone You had to cheat death Just so they could leave you alone And then the sunrise Open up your eyes it's on And everybody start to die That done did you wrong You take the ones that was with ya And you bringing them home Cause they was there When they was dragging you And hearing you moan I'm king david Load up my sling shot with a stone And knock goliath to the ground By the end of the this song I finally made it The only thing to say is i'm strong And there will never be another me I can't be cloned Buck! I got scars in my heart, and blood in my eyes Almost died tryna play with fire Had to learn as i go Learn as i go oh oh oh Now i got my head to the sky Success on my side I'm finally putting reason over pride Had to learn as i go Learn as i go oh oh oh