As The Laughter Dies

Hua It´s easy to live in hope when there´s some hope to speak of And it´s easy to be optimistic when the future lies ahead But can you really achieve some lasting happiness when there´s nothing left to dream off And the only thing to be sure about Is that time´s slipping through your hands like grains of sand As they regard the essence Of their past existence Fading right before their eyes Spiraling downward one directional With extreme persistance As the laughter dies The brightest flame burns the quickest Leaving an eternal darkness to be illuminated by death itself The basic of faith and consolation To temporary lift the loneliness to embrance the gift the answer to end all doubts As they regard the essence Of their past existence Fading right before their eyes Spiraling downward one directional With extreme persistance As the laughter dies... Dead end? I am the one who takes the bow infront of those Gratefully pushed off and stored away Suffering from withdrawal I am not sure if countless memories simply leave me Be if I´ll have the courage to hold on Od decide to take my own life Willingly .........end?