Monster

I've been up thinking, right (right) How I can't sleep at night (night) 'Cause I got all this way People asking if I be alright Constantly I've been stressing though Got me losing my appetite Hooking like I'm two steps from debt Halfway into my afterlife (my afterlife) Now I'm falling through How did I get this far from you And how did I get insomnia And now tryna get sleep isn't possible Probably 'cause I don't wanna face the truth Having flashbacks from the days with you I can't execute no basic moves 'Cause I'm so far gone I'm unable to (like) I'm staying medicated so I can't feel Got people tryna tell me I don't look well And I ain't acting like myself lately Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggling Always fucking up still Pressure weighing on me till I can't move Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due (Feeling like a misguided angel) falling from the sky Watch me as I burn and I crash through (I'm staying medicated so I can't feel) (Got people tryna tell me I don't look well) (And I ain't acting like myself lately) (Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggling) (Always fucking up still) Pressure weighing on me till I can't move Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due Feeling like a misguided angel falling from the sky Watch me as I burn like a motherfucking- Motherfucking Motherfucking Motherfucking I've been feeling the weight till I'm feeling like breaking Now that we're filling my coffin, I'm off Tryna be careful of where I been stepping Nothing to show, 'til my problems are scars Try not to dwell on the choices I make No use to take your aggression to grave I've just been getting as lit as I can staying sedated and locked in a cage I'm a monster (monster, monster, monster, monster) Motherfucking monster (monster, monster, monster, monster) Motherfucking- I'm staying medicated so I can't feel Got people tryna tell me I don't look well And I ain't acting like myself lately Maybe I'm just sick and tired of struggling Always fucking up still Pressure weighing on me till I can't move Been waiting for a break, I think it's past due Feeling like a misguided angel falling from the sky Watch me as I burn and I crash through I'm about to crash through an asteroid See me burning when I pass through, there's no point Tryna stop me when I crash through, and that's fact Catching fire through the atmosphere, an impact They all watching when I crash through, an asteroid See me burning when I pass through, there's no point Tryna stop me, I'ma crash through, and that's fact Catching fire through the atmosphere, an impact