Disappeared

I took some time to myself To sort out all the things That make me feel the way that I feel Just this year I lost a basketball team to heaven And I'm sure they're shooting jumpers With Jesus, Mary, and Joseph And you said we wouldn't notice it If you had disappeared But I swore I got a phone call So that seemed pretty weird So caught up in my own head I took a walk down my street Thought I'd find something to eat But I headed back immediately' Cause I'm pretty scared of guns So go out and have some fun, let loose And I'll daydream of the noose that took my friend Sean's life And you thought we wouldn't notice it If he had disappeared But I swore I got a phone call So that seemed pretty weird So caught up in my own head I let my hair down today And I took a shower for the first time in what felt like weeks I felt my hair falling out And I felt myself falling down But that can't seem to be the reason I can't sleep when I'm alone It's getting better And it's hardly getting worse It's hard to think about the things that make it all hurt I found myself on the street You swore that you would love me And I swore I'd love you too And you'll barely even notice it when I disappear