Mary-Go-Round

Deep in silence Fantasized violence The self doubt haunting me Stripped of my legacy Patience is fading As thoughts leak, escaping I hate; hesitate Loathing all I create This loveloss, this bleeding Rotten flesh receding Now she comes, as I sleep The Queen of Angeles Mary, mother Jesus' lover Guardian as I dream Holds me close, sings to me "Baby I know you feel like you're left on the outside But you don't even want to be a person they idolize Won't you listen to your own advice? Don't you let 'em burden you There's things you need to do Drop the hammer, time to change your life" It towers above me Ids I yearn to be Round and round and Lost and found and She appears, I follow We cross lines and swallow Washed up Northern hole West coast love, my girlsoul "Baby I know you feel like you're left on the outside But you don't even want to be a person they idolize Won't you listen to your own advice? Don't you let 'em burden you There's things you need to do Drop the hammer, time to change your life" "Baby I know you feel like you're left on the outside But you don't even want to be a person they idolize Won't you listen to your own advice? Don't you let 'em burden you There's things you need to do Drop the hammer, time to change your life"