I was the protagonist of Rambo in my mind
Pressure's building up again, prospective's in decline
Baby-blue ribbon, or a presence overstayed
Tried to be tough, but these days, I'm just afraid
Despise, adore, defy, implore
Despise, adore, defy, implore
Despise, adore, defy, implore
Despise, adore, defy, implore
A therapist's special
Drug cocktail
It helps me get up
And check my mail
The mirror keeps reflecting a stranger filled with rage
Is it dancing to a melody or trapped within a cage?
Heavy on the chest, doubt is crushing deep and wide
Eyes that cannot rest, but see fears I try to hide
Consume, deflect, desire, reject
Consume, deflect, desire, reject
Consume, deflect, desire, reject
Consume, deflect, desire, reject
A therapist's special
Drug cocktail
It helps me get up
And check my mail
I can hear the pictures
I think I'm in trouble
I need some sleep
Or a body double
As days unfold
And the blur persists
It keeps me wondering
Do I exist?
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