Traumadoll (Withdrawal Edition)

I can't fucking sleep Forget about a minute, not even for a second I'm faced with the inner workings of my mind Feeling pretty low when I'm solo, oh no Why must I die over and over again every fucking night? Sunk way deep in this coffin I keep thinking things that I shouldn't be thinking like How will my mother's face look like when she hears I'm hung up? High in a building somewhere she can’t find me I'll be looking like a pale faced statue Blue toes, swinging from the staircase Nothing can Help me Wanna taste of this? I wish that I could only make you feel Feel the way that I feel Nightmarеs so surreal Look at me now, bitch Tossing and turning Waiting for the day but you nеver seem to learn that I'm only waiting for the day that I disappear I disappear Please just take me away Take me away From here, who'd even know? Who'd even care? No-one, who gives a fuck? Who gives a fuck? No-one Gotta get to sleep because they're always gonna want to fucking Come back for me, come back for me Evil shadows in the corner always Looking at me, laughing at me Better mix and match now, will I be waking up alive Or dead in my sleep? Dead in my sleep? Caught up in my mind again Caught up in my mind again (Why) Walk into the light again Walk into the light again (Wake) Never waking up again Never waking up again (Up?) I'd rather be Dead in my sleep I can't fucking sleep