Wonderin' Ways

You cannot see me I will not see you We spend our time apart We live together Bodies wherever Within our lonely hearts I'll never fix you For I can't risk you Falling out of my gaze But I can love you What I think of you Won't change my wonderin' ways And you can make amends With the ghosts that live In your walls And I will hold on close To the feeling that I will find you and untie you From all who try to bind you We'll be together Flowers forever Love flowing out our eyes But I'm just dreaming All of my beaming Nothing but shameful lies And you can make amends With your real boyfriends And go back And I will hold onto my tongue Wishing I were young so that I could tell you Oh how I am compelled to But I can't take it One day we'll break this Vow of mine evermore You'll hear a beating Get up from reading And find me waiting at the door