Plummeting

Can't we just wait Can't we go back to how I felt yesterday The illusion you built That I was something valuable has been ripped away The truth has come out The ground opens up and it swallows me whole Now I'm drowning in smoke And I'm starting to choke Can you see me at all? Were you watching me fall? I bet you feel fine I can't get these thoughts out of my mind Should I write it all down in a note? Should I give it all up and let go? I don't know what I should do about you I was dumpster diving Do you know what it's like? To lose everything and have nowhere to run? So you don't know guilt You know you're far too pretty to lose everyone Well I hope you had fun It's all over now I hope that you're proud Should I write it all down in a note? Should I give it all up and let go? I don't know what I should do about you I was dumpster diving I was dumpster diving for you Didn't realize it was true I was dumpster diving for you Didn't realize it was true I was dumpster diving for you Didn't realize it was true I was dumpster diving for you Didn't realize it was true Was I a fun toy? Did I make you less bored? Look at me now Look at me now Did I spice up your nights? We never said each other's names A single time, it's alright You'll fill my spot With some other poor fuckhead who's gullible And I cannot believe it but it's true You were dumpster diving for me too