Count to 10

Matter and psyche, these dualities fight me Joy doesn't excite me, only depression ignites me Lost in space time I’m trying to find the right me I'm trying to synthesize the good and negative boiling inside me I used to choose sides but that only ended up dividing me I concede to control and allow surrender to guide me What if the emerald tablet was actually a passage? An internal portal to crawl through, inside us is where the path is Listen to your heart, it knows all things I listen to the song of my soul and remember how to sing Transdimensional doorway I walk through velvet darkness I saw the light of my soul pick up my body it held the carcass I saw numbers walking around horizontal and diagonal Are we just spirits trapped in the bodies of dying animals? Seeing reality in the code numerology combinations Synchronicities and symbolism impossible situations Do numbers have life? Are they entities with vibrations? Are numbers shovels into the unconscious conversations? Do people have ideas or do ideas have people? He found doors of perception and peered inside the peephole A hexagram let him in and started talking about the I Ching He said is a number a servant or an autonomous being? It said we're much more than that we’re ancient timeless friends You could figure out the universe just learn to count to 10 0 is nothingness it's free of limitations 1 is the unconscious and individuation 2 is the dyad, matter, order and chaos The realm of confusion where duality takes off Cause out of conflict comes 3 face it and let it be born The only constant is change that's how the trinity was formed Isis, Osiris, Horus, the father, son, the holy ghost Shiva, Brahma, Vishnu, keep digging you're getting close 3 wishes, 3 days in the whale, 3 is the lesson 3 days to resurrect do you want completeness or perfection? The 3 gave birth to all creation 4 elements in all phases 4 truths, 4 winds, a tetramorph with 4 faces 5 is the sum of opposites, sun and moon relation 5 pillars in meditation with the 5 contemplations They say 6 is when you were made its symbol is creation 7 days, sins, chakras, heavens, washing in the Jordan bathing 8 spoke wheel on an 8 fold path Tip the 8 over feel infinity's wrath 9 is the highest single number a cycle of completion 9 muses, 9 choirs listen to them singing 10 points on the tree of life, water returns to the sea Your body will return to earth it's destined to be