Emetophobia

Tonight, I am fueled by a fire in my chest It burns even hotter with my every breath And the smoke rising up from my throat Seeping out of my mouth And I HOPE YOU CHOKE LET ME GO I was at your mercy, your beck and call at all times I had all your love, but none of it was mine And it's what I can't have, you hold above me I'm chasing that feeling, you never loved me WORD VOMIT Said too much now choke on it Word vomit It's not my fault you fuckin' said it Word vomit Said too much now choke on it Word vomit It's not my fault you fuckin' said it You can't backtrack now, it's been said it's been done It was romance to me but to you it's just fun And it's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair You said you don't want me but you don't wanna share WORD VOMIT Said too much now choke on it Word vomit It's not my fault you fuckin' said it Word vomit Said too much now choke on it Word vomit It's not my fault you fuckin' said it You're gonna reap what you sow motherfucker I've allowed myself to be used and abused time after time again But no longer will I just bend over and take it You're in my house now bitch Remember who the fuck I am, and stay in your fucking place Below me Now where my hug at sweetheart