Live to die

[Pre-Chorus] I can live without you Yeah I think I'll be fine I've been tryna be myself but I know you'll never be mine It's alright we don't have to fight We can be the same And it's on sight if they talking shit I do not play no games Yea you mad huh You really sad huh You-you got me thinking bout things we could've had fuck that I wouldn't look back when it hit back[?] I wanna go chill let her kick back Pop another pill it'll help me relax Do not give a fuck bout relapse[?] [Chorus] I feel stuck In the same place I been in my fucking mind look me in my face Am I insane is it luck what you said? Do you really give a fuck If I'm alivе or I'm dead? Can't see that I hope you die Will I livе tonight Will I just go live to die Help me suicide Remember when it's you and I Now it feels like do or die uh Help me fucking pick the right side [Verse 1] I lost my conscious Don't know where I started Spiraled down a hill they saying that its nonsense Cannot stop it Why am I so toxic 24/7 out my mind cause I'm off it Talk shit you talk shit We off it we off it[?] When I'm off them perkies I feel like a fucking goddess Music made my profit I fucking pop him Pull up to the studio feel lovely when I'm locked in [Pre-Chorus] I can live without you Yeah I think I'll be fine I've been tryna be myself but I know you'll never be mine It's alright we don't have to fight We can be the same And it's on sight if they talking shit I do not play no games Yea you mad huh You really sad huh You-you got me thinking bout things we could've had fuck that I wouldn't look back when it hit back[?] I wanna go chill let her kick back Pop another pill it'll help me relax Do not give a fuck bout relapse[?]