Tried to Call

So I tried to hold on to something I can’t Lost meanings in a hopeless cause You know you can’t You know you can’t What you’re waiting for is nothing Don’t rely on anyone Don’t rely on anyone Dreaming of it I know I can’t Dreaming of it I know I shouldn’t Oh it’s hard to beat that feeling So you search for it any place you can What you’re waiting for is nothing No one can fill what you smashed up in your heart What you smashed up in your heart Dreaming of it I know I can’t Dreaming of it I know I shouldn’t I tried to call you Don’t know why I did And now I’m wondering Who it is you thought I was