Bad Credit

So If I can't be myself I lose control And, misusing focus Maybe my, no If I cant love myself my failures show So why you running away My money gone, yeah My credit bad, yeah My home is small, yeah My rent is past due I know it all well Because my past but If you don't know, well Then you should ask, yeah Uhuh Yon-dada Wanted an impala Nigga with pipe dreams That grew up with no father Momma made injera so much that I cant bother no more, huh No more, huh The option of welfare Cause nobody else cared But pride wouldn't allow for her family go there So I ain't know none better Thought y'all just like me 3 fits in rotation cause y'all broke like me Hol' on, wait wait wait Lemme tell you bout' this story of mine About the time I met the devil in my sleep, I declined But he decided he would try convincing me with these lines And may the lord be my witness if I'm telling a lie Ay You shining like a superstar just like what Venus is Lemme serve it up to ya proper like I'm Serenas sis Quarter million right in ya pocket in 3 years All I needs ya autograph on this docket so sign here So If I can't be myself I lose control And, miss using focus Maybe my, no If I cant love myself my failures show So why you running away My money gone, yeah My credit bad, yeah My home is small, yeah My rent is past due I know it all well Because my past but If you don't know, well Then you should ask, yeah Don't look down You're too far now Nowhere to go, brother you've been found Don't look down You're too far now Nowhere to go So what's the word cousin Im on the verge cousin I told my nieces and my nephews we gon' splurge cousin I always knew you was gon' pay us back Them hating niggas who ain't listen prolly regret that We finna go fuck up the mall Fuck up the dealership Take a withdrawal You know who you dealing with Superstar superstar Thats what you is Our finishing coup de grace I want diamonds, Richard millies Cars that fast and giant homes I want hunnids, thousands, millions to my name before im gone I need everything ya got Since you went and got a lot You was praying for this day and went and signed across the dot, yeah My money gone yeah My credit bad, yeah My home is small, yeah My rent is past due I know it all well Because my past, but If you don't know, well Than you should ask, yeah My money gone My credit bad My home is small My rent is past due I know it all well (he knows it all) Because my past (because my past)