Catharsis

[VERSE 1]

*clears throat*

Yeah

Young acne ridden poet

I don't say it I show it

Put out a song & they quote it

If I said it, I wrote it

Ain't got time for all this stressin

All these women PMS'n

My homies juggin & finessin

Like a house I'm just addressing all my problems

But you never get the message

No you never take a second

And just look in my direction

Cuz it's time for some reflection

Cuz I'm tired

Look

Long days shorter nights

I don't get no sleep

I'm an insomniac

Get my bro Noah on the beat

A hypochondriac

All this shit ain't normal for me

Prom in about a month

That shit to formal for me

Don't wanna do this music shit

I'm no performer homie

More like a transformer homie

Don't really know what I want

All these thoughts inside my head get jumbled up and I'm lost

I just wanna get my point across

I hope I get to see another day

Or that this message isn't empty words I have to say

I hope it hits you and you hear it on a cloudy day

It's a reminder that it all is gonna be okay

Since 99, I been on a fine grind

And it's time for me to find mine

Maybe I seen her pic already on my timeline

I hope she writes poems and draws in her free time

I hope she ain't too clingy and gives me some me time

I hope she lets me in her cat, yeah her feline

It's getting PG-13, let me rewind

I hope she listens to my problems and my dope rhymes

I hope she not a dope addict who likes to snort lines

But I'm alone, its fine

Its no ones fault but mine

Infidelity gets the best of me

Maybe the lords testing me

I'll probably just get a vasectomy

But all this shit is slick affecting me

I'm stuck in solidarity

Not asking for charity

Just that you're aware of me

I'm not invisible

You follow these principles

You're individuals

And all this shit is really pitiful

We're all supposed to be one

But we're not though

We need to stick together like some damn nachos

Depression raining down hard

I need a poncho

Happiness expensive

But I shop at Costco

My friends always tell me

"You could really make it in the rap game"

But all this crap lame

I'll take the fortune but forget fame

This shit is insane

Used to happy days

Now every days the same

But look how far I came

Regardless I still feel the pain

Regardless I still feel the pain

Regardless I still feel the pain

Regardless I still

Yeah

I do this music shit

Just to express myself

But it affects my health

I hope my stress is felt

Through every word I spit

I hope it helps you

Understand what I'm living like

Every day and night

I fight and fight but I don't think that it will ever really be alright

It's never gonna be alright

No its never gonna be alright

Its never gonna

Catharsis