Epiphany

[Hook]

Wasn't raised religious

But I wish that I was

Havin' nothing to believe in

It's been killin' my buzz

Yeah I

Cut my hair

Close blinds

Play hallelujah like two dozen times

And

Yesterday I

Tried to pray

But I didn't know what to say

[Verse]

I had an epiphany

Still tryna get rid of the old me

I can't drown but I start to sink

Everything around me is going blank

Can't breath an' I start to fade

I've taken my life

An' I've thrown it away

Most of the people around me

Has ended up fake

I'm starting to realize that most of y'all snakes

I'm close to the edge I hope I don't break

I'm losing myself when I make a mistake

I'm doin' my best being stuck in these chains

Let go of the things that I've overcame

I've been at the bottom

I know how to think

I'm praying to God while I'm writing these things

I show you my feelings then I run away

Haven't been out my room for a couple of days

I'm stuck in my head in a couple of ways

Do I wanna live or am I tired of pain?

I dream of the happiness I could've gained

I manifest things that got in my way

I'm tired of stress that builds in my brain

I think an epiphany was the best thing

I've been tryna dream like MLK

Can't show my feelings in any way

My emotions are dead

They start to decay

Not feelin' a thing I smoke it away

I battle myself I'm feelin' betrayed

I've been pessimistic not finding my lane

I run from myself when it's starting to rain

I pick myself up when I've fallen again

I'm talking to God hope I make amends

[Hook]

Wasn't raised religious

But I wish that I was

Havin' nothing to believe in

It's been killin' my buzz

Yeah I

Cut my hair

Close blinds

Play hallelujah like two dozen times

And

Yesterday I

Tried to pray

But I didn't know what to say