NERVOUS POS

I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
Thought I was cool but can't talk myself into it
All the second guessing's like a ton of bricks
That weigh far too much and crush my confidence

Thought it was getting bad
Tube in my brains airing rain showing reruns
Ok, I think you're more than sad
Take a vitamin d pill to get sun
Then refill my prescription

Am I lame enough?
Cause I'm all fucked up
Overthinking stuff like it all falls on me
What difference does it make
If I stayed here today
I get anxious when I think about it

I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
Thought I was cool but can't talk myself into it
All the second guessing's like a ton of bricks
That weigh far too much and crush my confidence

I call my mom again
She's going through all the same shit, I feel bad
I have a cigarette
I wanna throw up and stay in the basement
I don't see myself changing

Am I lame enough?
Cause I'm all fucked up
Overthinking stuff like it all falls on me
What difference does it make
If I stayed here today
I get anxious when I think about it

I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit
I don't wanna be a nervous piece of shit