I’d Rather Overdose

Can't let go
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holdin' me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick, and we both know why
Pint after pint, 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me, like you love gettin' high

I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holdin' me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

It's fucked up, can't slow down
Won't come down, don't know how
My dad's dead, my mom's proud
Got bro stuck in our hometown
My bank account got zeros
I'm 'posed to be the hero
But here I am still fuckin' up
I'll drink my weight in beer though

I know that you hate me, and I hate me too
I can't get over what I did to you
You tried to help me, and it wasn't goin' through
I hope that you miss me, 'cause I miss you too

But I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holdin' me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holdin' me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today

You're too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint, erasin' our memories
If only you loved me, like you love smokin' weed

Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today

When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick, and we both know why
Pint after pint, 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me, like you love gettin' high

I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holdin' me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose