Special Days

It's a special day today
[00:05.89]I'm setting time aside to pray
[00:08.17]That maybe things might change a bit this year
[00:11.88]But I'm a fool for having dreams
[00:14.65]Or at least that's what it seems
[00:16.76]Since I'm on the outside looking in at you
[00:20.24]
[00:20.79]I wonder why I never got that lovin' for myself
[00:25.11]Is it because I made you mad or brought you down?
[00:29.34]I don't know why I've never had that lovin' for myself
[00:33.70]I'm just a mess sometimes I'm sorry if I've ever let you down
[00:38.45]
[00:38.81]Oh I can see
[00:41.10]Why I may feel so lonely
[00:43.10]I'm trying to make due
[00:45.18]Without you
[00:47.34]
[00:48.71]Spending special days alone
[00:53.34]Wishing you were here
[00:55.93]We're all just spending special days alone
[01:00.02]
[01:00.14]And I am praying for the day
[01:02.80]When I can look to you and say
[01:05.08]My love I am so glad to be with you
[01:07.86]
[01:09.32]It's another special day
[01:11.40]And yet again alone I stay
[01:13.68]It seems my luck is always running out
[01:17.27]But maybe I deserve this mess
[01:19.82]God knows I am not the best
[01:22.07]Yeah I'm slowly losing my own peace of mind
[01:25.87]
[01:26.23]I wonder why I never got that lovin' for myself
[01:30.61]Is it because I'm always insecure and sad?
[01:34.79]I don't know why I've never had that lovin' for myself
[01:39.11]I'm just a lonely little mess and maybe I just bring you down
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[01:44.25]It can't be true
[01:46.30]That I'm not good enough for you
[01:48.68]I think I'm way too hard on myself
[01:52.57]
[01:54.01]Spending special days alone
[01:58.48]Wishing you were here
[02:01.58]We're all just spending special days alone
[02:05.45]
[02:05.57]And I am praying for the day
[02:08.19]When I can confidently say
[02:10.30]I'm deeply endlessly in love with you
[02:15.51]
[02:36.00]And I have fallen to my knees
[02:38.76]To beg myself to air my pleas
[02:41.15]I won't let loneliness destroy me!
[02:44.93]
[02:45.45]I'm a mess
[02:47.46]My seams are bursting I confess
[02:49.65]But maybe I could spend the day with you?
[02:52.73]
[03:06.19]Spending special days alone
[03:10.31]Wishing you were here
[03:13.65]We're all just spending special days alone
[03:18.69]But now it all seems clear
[03:22.00]I'll never spend another day alone
[03:25.93]
[03:26.04]And I am praying for the day
[03:28.73]That I don't have to hide away
[03:30.92]And I can live my life next to you
[03:33.92]
[03:34.92]And I am praying for the day
[03:37.63]When I can look to you and say
[03:39.56]My love I am so glad to be with you