Five Across The Eyes

I can't believe I'm not over you

Now I don't know what to do

So I guess I'll get fucked up

And hopefully fall asleep soon

Now there's nothing left for me to do

But sit alone in my room

The restraining order won't

Let me get close to you

I had a different way of loving you

You wouldn't answer your phone

So I'd burn my fingers

But I knew the next time I'd try calling you

That you'd be home

I'd ask the reasons why you love me

And why did you ever want to be with me

Was I just there to piss off daddy?

Just please don't go until I figure

Out what's wrong with me

But that was such a long fucking time ago

You might think it would get old

Rehashing things in my life

But I don't have a say in it

I realize that I'm a selfish, mean, sad excuse

Of a human being, and it dawns on me

That you don't deserve me anyway